Tiring Day

Hello everybody :)
I'll tell you a story about somehow my tiring day. It's like I've been cursed this whole day of. I'm sorry if there's a word that you don't like to hear. It's a little tiring, but I still wanted to write and my head a little messed up, so I'm sorry about anything first :)
SOOO SORRYYYYY!!!!

TIRING DAY, Monday, 8-11-2010 Begin !


When I woke up this morning, i found myself saying "Ugh, it's time for the hell. Monday, isn't it ? Why the holiday is just Saturday and Sunday ? Annoying. I don't wanna go to school! I hate go to school! I want this to an end! I want to go to the other direct of the school!" but at the end, i still go to the school.

In the school, there was a little problem with my seatmate. I was once told her as a leader of a group, "I'm sorry if this bothering you but I hope you didn't get angry to me if I say this but I think you're not that active in the discussion forum. As, the teacher say, I should write you 'not active' in the work report so I can be fair to the other members, but I can't, as your friend and your seatmate, i will give you a work so in the work report I can write you as the 'active one." I say that with all of my heart and I also smiling while saying that. Even though she said 'okay', but i think she didn't sincerely mean okay. Oh, I ended up told her to printed the work sheet of our discussion. I dunno if she get angry at me or what, but she seemed so. I know it because it's not usual that she ignore my message and not answering it the day after that incident when I say that. She always answered my message although it's not important. It's because she sells pulsa and she always get a free bonus sms. And it's so weird that she didn't answer my message. I sent the message to the phone number she always used *she had so many phone numbers*. But still after 2 days waiting and there's no answer, so I though she didn't have pulsa or anything *like she goes to some place and forgot her handphone* I tried to think positive after I told my friend *my trusted friend* and also my beloved English teacher, Mrs. Tina about this. They tried to gave me advice and comfort me. Thank you you both *hug tight* I love you! hahaha...
And, here we go, the day when I met her again at school, in Monday. Oh, she sent me a very cold message before. "Fathia, don't forget about IPS. I should printed it." Wow, she seems angry, so, I think it's better to ignore her. When I arrived to school I said to her that i was forgot to do it (IPS-red) *well, that's true*. And she said nothing. oh, she suddenly said that she didn't have a pulsa when I sent her a message two days ago. I didn't even ask! Amazing!! But, but, but, in front of me, when she was talking to my friend, Risa, she said that she already sent her a pulsa (i think it's from 2 or 1 day ago. Risa told me so too) *well, she sell it*. SO, SHE REALLY DO HAD A PULSA. FYI! I almost angry at that time. Well, she was a little weird this morning. I think she tried to ignored me. But at the end she still say at the first subject, "Can I look at your worksheet?" and i think 'Ah, she needed me. Of course she CAN'T hate me nor IGNORE me'. "Of course." *faked smile* that's my answer. And all over the subject , Physics , Math, and English, she copied my work! Fantastic! Can you be something, ehm, someone in this world one day? I doubt that if you'd always copied my work. It's no good. Think about that YOURSELF! Don't copy my WORK! Actually, I was worried cause if she always depend on me, then, it's no good for her future too. But I don't have the courage to say that. I'm afraid she will hate me and cursed me. Well, she do know something about cursed someone. (I'm sorry dear i told a story about you but I'm not in my right mind right now).

Then, ah FINALLY hell is over ! Welcome Paradise ! I miss you :*
I went home after school, I really wanna go home. That's what i waiting for in the school, a time to go home :) Ah, I don't really like my classmate anyway. So, there's no need for me to miss school. But for home, my novels, my comics, my movies, ah, I LOVE YOU ALL. hahaha... PARADISE! Home! Alone! Yippe!
So, it was like that at first but after that,

Ah, I forgot! The IPS report! I must re-write it! *some of them are wrong*

Ah!! Bahasa Indonesia! I should re-write it too! *changed subject*

Oh, my! There's still Bahasa Sunda!

It's like hell to me again.And so, I'm doing all of that (although for Bahasa Sunda I just do half of it and  think I'll do the rest in school) until 20.45 WIB. Ahh! It's hell! I can't even write my novels! And moreover, my father keep angry at me although he knows that I'm studying! I know my mother is sick, but I didn't hate her! I just confused of what I can do for her! And what can I help! And when I ask, "You don't have to do anything." she said. Or she'll give me a work that I don't want to do at that time and also a work that I really don't know how to do or when I'm busy with something she wanted me to do something. It's always turned out like this. And that's why my father is angry and I can't tell him why! He said if he's and mother not here, then I can do nothing. I'm useless girl. And that always somehow made me angry!!! And what? Mom and Dad not here? What's that suppose to mean? Dead? No way! I hope you'll never say something cruel like that again, dad! WHY DO I HAVE SUCH A LIFE LIKE THIS? Aaarrrgghhh!!

I'm useless ?
GREAT, I HEAR THE WORD I DON'T WANNA HEAR THE MOST FROM MY DAD!

And so, It turned out that I wrote this.

Hope you enjoy my cursed day today. See you later!